Wednesday, January 31, 2007

Fighting to TRUST Him

I'll walk with You

Wherever You go

Through tears and joys

I'll trust in You

And I will live in all of you ways

Your promises forever

- All I am Reuben Morgan

Lately there have seemed to be alot of things in my life that have been uncertain for me and I have to tell you that it's a scary place to be when so much uncertainty is over your head. I've felt a mixture of confusion, heartache, pain, fear, etc as I've seemed to fumble my way through each day wondering if I would get the answers to the many questions I had to do with where my life is at right now. Tonight one word struck me...TRUST!!

I've had a lot of people break my trust in my life...I've been in relationships that have ended with me getting my heart broken...abused physically and emotionally...left feeling completely lost and alone...I've had uncertainties about career choices...I've had struggles in my family...I've had friends hurt me and stab me in the back...but then I found God and this one thing I know...my God is FAITHFUL!! I will walk with Him wherever He goes. Through tears, confusion, pain, heartache, joy, blessings, rewards...through everything I face...I will walk with Him and TRUST in Him because He is the most trustworthy of any being. I will live in His ways because His way is the ONLY way! I will live holding on to His promises because they are many and He never breaks even the smallest of them. He has too much to lose by breaking a promise so I have every confidence that He will never fail me!

He is my maker. He is my Lord. He is my salvation. He is my light. He is my strength. He is my confidence. He is my straight path. He is my provider. He is my assurance. He is my clarity. He is my all in all and for Him my all I will offer!